Let me tell you a story and don’t get too excited about a polished, overnight-success, manifestation-gone-viral kind of story.
This is a real one.
For a long time, I lived with this low-grade tightness in my body. Like I was always bracing, calculating, one step away from not enough.
I told myself it was about money. But if I’m being honest and vulnerable? It was about worthiness.
Scarcity Was Living in My Body. and it sounded like: “I can’t afford that.” “That’s not realistic.” “Maybe someday, when I’m more ready.”
It felt responsible, mature and most important it felt “Safe.” But my body and nervous system felt tired, tight and small.
In April I read the book Money Frequency Shift and something unexpected happened......Sorry to burst your bubble, I did not win the lotto, no instant abundance. Just this special space where my nervous system lightened and went, Oh… it’s not that I’m bad with money. It doesn’t feel safe with me, I can’t keep it. Something literally shifted. Something let go. Scarcity left my body. I felt it.
What I realized was: when you believe you’re fundamentally lacking, everything becomes a negotiation with fear.
But when worthiness clicks, not intellectually, but physically your choices change...... Intentionally!!!!! Wealth starts showing up as choice. As trust with ease. As the ability to say yes or no without spiraling. The ability to say yes, I deserve that! Money is just one expression of that.
So what did I do, I started investing in myself (Even When It Felt a Little Unhinged)
Last year, I spent over 7k on my own development. Yikes, that felt very unsafe. But something in my body said, This matters. you matter.
I invested in Leadership Development, Coaching. High-level curriculum creation and more. Some of the work I stepped into wasn’t even paid for at first. It was voluntary. And that scared the old version of me so much. But the new version understood something different:
It wasn’t about money yet. It was about embodiment. I wasn’t waiting for it to be chosen. I was choosing myself finally.
When I stopped trying to prove, force, or justify my value, things started flowing. Over 300 people attended programs I helped create. Many stayed with me for additional coaching and breathwork, because it really worked! For the first time I didn’t hustle harder.
But alignment attracts and I was finally in alignment.
When you’re embodied, people feel it. The world feels it, most importantly you feel it!
The Sneakiest Shift of All: The Way I Spoke…This might have been the most powerful change.
I sopped saying: “I can’t.” “I can’t afford that.” “That’s not possible.”
I asked questions:
“Do I want this?” “Does this feel aligned?” “How could this be possible?” Language isn’t neutral. It programs your nervous system.
I stopped casting spells of limitation on myself.
So What does Wealth Feel Like Now?
Today, I feel wealthy. Not because of the number in a bank account. (Although I’m the most financially abundant, I have ever experienced.) But because: I trust myself. I invest with intention. I choose from desire, not fear. I feel resourced in my body. I speak to myself with respect.
Money tends to be like that frequency the frequency of worth!
If I Could Tinkerbell the World for a Moment.................................
I’d sprinkle this reminder everywhere: You’re not behind or irresponsible for wanting more. You’re not needing fixing. Scarcity isn’t who you are. But it is something your nervous system has learned. The great news friends is… Anything learned can be unlearned.
For now, my blog is what I’ve got.
And if this story loosened something in you even a little then the magic is already working.
Peace out, babes ✨........... oh and read the damn book! MONEY FREQUENCY SHIFT!